☆MissIvy.

2010-08-02T02:48:00.001+08:00

想念你的笑想念你的外套想念你白色袜子和你身上的味道我想念你的吻和手指淡淡烟草味道记忆中曾被爱的味道.

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2010-08-02T02:38:00.001+08:00

i'm so tired right.. Had been wrking & wrking.. But really quite fun wrking at starhub.. Although sometime some customer really very f**kup.. But i don't give a dame to them lorrr. Just thiNk tat y ist singaporean like tis de.. Step 1 rich, but was actually BL-ed.. Hahaaas.. Stop all your bloody nonsense mannn... Lols.. It now 2.20am & i'm still awake.. tomorrow still gotta work.. Hohooo. High... Ohyaaa.. My pay still tio hold lorrr... Fucking poor right... Nb larrr.. Hopefully tomorrow will come.. Haiss.. Anyway, my god son Jarred Lim had arrive to tis world.. Haven had a chance to see him yet.. Call pei but no answer.. . I wanna 3G her tomorrow see how cute is my god son.. Hahaass.. Pei. Take real care of yourself and Baby Jarred.. Will visit you when i'm free okay.. I had been busy over my coming new hse.. Hse warming you also cannot come. Sad... I know you tis baboy will said never mind.. Hahaas.. My house warming will held on 8 Aug, 3.00pm.. Anyone wanna come just give me a call.. Hahaas.. Oh, pei.. Got ppl wanted me to congrats to you, but i get really f**kup when i saw de msg tat was sent to me.. If it wast you, your appear... Maybe i wont be suffering like now.. you fucker, everytime find me no good thing will happen.. Nb! 算了.

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

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周杰倫 - 說了再見

2010-07-31T05:47:00.000+08:00

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

南拳媽媽 - 愛你‧離開你

2010-07-31T05:44:00.001+08:00

枫呢喃的轻拂窗口
像爱情也只是稍事停留
风很轻思念却很透明
怎奈穿越不了爱情

缓慢的妆流过伤口
晕开了我给不起的温柔
那一夜我们紧紧相拥
终于说出口已经不爱我

爱你所以离开你眼泪是回忆
就让他随风去
我们走过的风景剩下了飘零
漂泊的名叫伤心

爱你所以离开你爱放进行李
流浪我的记忆
为你我愿意变成云跟着风去旅行
再静静的聆听你幸福的回音

2010-06-28T03:34:00.001+08:00

i guess... its gonna be a PARTY TIME.. hohoo.. LOLS

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2010-06-18T03:24:00.001+08:00

Well, it had been quite a long time i never really write on my blog.. Lols.. Firstly, i'm lazy and den busy, no time due to working & working.. I love working, do you believe it?? Hahaas.. And well, something big happened to me, i cant understand it and he also never explain to me clearly why will tis sort of thing happen to us, I only know tat, you eat until so old already still like tis? Wanna act hero? People got family need to support, need to feed their family member, they need their family member. That does not mean YOU DONT HAVE TO! And of cause no one will believe you are de only one involved. But you choose to keep it to yourself. Learn this 人不为己天诛地灭. Will they help you back? Repay you back? I bet they wont.. Dont ever, ever let me know who is it. But i think i know there is a person who is involved. Recalled back you once told me. F**ker.

Lets put unhappy thing aside, hopefully everything will be 风平浪静.. Anyway next week gotta be quite a busy week gonna go down ahcai there see see help out.. My monkeys hope you all will also come down too. =) last but not least, i'm so broke right now..

No matter what will be the outcome or whatever, you must remember and you need to remember this.. you are always on my mind, and my love for you are alway never change. Right on now, i guess i need to stop all my nonsense from you. I need to move on. but some how my heart still bleeding because of you.

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2010-06-18T01:44:00.001+08:00

让时间证明一切。
明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

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2010-06-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

你快乐吗？祝福你永远不快乐. Hahaas!!!

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2010-05-19T02:41:00.002+08:00

2010-05-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

had been so long i never update my blog.. LOLS!. well. 17 more days to goes.. still remember last year de 27th. i had been waiting for you to appear.. but yet everything was just a dream.. i'm de wan who dont wanna wake from de dream. you were saying you are working. & i know you wasnt. from tat day i know i gonna lost you soon or later. after for so long, i still in my dream.. but anyway, i already use to it 我想我可以习惯一个人生活，take care & misses boy. =)
had been working & working.. shagggg. any other job to intro? tell me okay... LOLS!. June 4th gonna go tioman wif my cousin they all.. go there swimming den come back like an black chicken.. HAHAS!. den i try to upload nice pic.. hohooo..

The 4th May. Happy Birthday Mr Tan.

2010-04-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

my new hubby! LOLS!

2010-03-26T06:10:00.000+08:00

Tat day nothing to do den went down to find bao.. shun bian do face mask larrr.. hahaas.. den together
watch "My date with a vampire" HAHAS!. both of us too boring already.. but anyway.. miss those time wif my gals.. =) actually was planning go supper club de.. but due something on so not going anymore leii.. BORED! & well, i fall sick AGAIN! thanks to "meimei" came cashier & cough.. feeling so s**k now.. x.x! gonna go to bed.. night nigh. =)

2010-03-17T07:58:00.000+08:00

wooohhh... knowing watt? he called to me just now.. so happy.. =) hopefully everything will went smooth just like today.. =). poor him sound like sick.. had been keep on working.. well.. take care ehh..
anyway... yesterday went back to sembawang.. was all de way siting at de cashier, so relaxing.. HAHAS!. imm not same.. too many ppl... especially when time is hitting 9 den everyone come in dont let us go home.. -,-! go eat shit bahhh u all.. HAHAS!. think next week still can go back there.. hohooo.. david miss my "rock star" jeans bahhh.. had been working wif starhub for few months already. hopefully everything still okay.. ohya.. yesterday there is tis two idiot.. both india, mother & daughter.. walan ehhh.. both super *kp* lorrr.. talking very loud.. guess if david over there he might shout at them.. they keep saying my colleague made spoil her daughter iphone.. scali they made spoil their own den come say he made spoil de... her voice super irriating, cashie also can heard her irriating voice. irriating & unreasonable.. f**k off ehhh.. wish both of you mother& daughter bad luck... LOLS!.
last week went holiday at malaysia wif my family & cousin.. not tat fun.. only there de things quite cheap but still bangkok cheaper.. HAHAS!.. only went for 2days 1night, as next day everyone still gonna work.. wooo.. i wanna go taiwan.. who wanna bring me go?? hahaas..
hmmmm.. later might going down to visit szejie.. maybe bahhh.. if not jiu my next off day.. sure gonna find one days visit him.. see he still remember me tis "cashier" anot.. LOLS!. hope he recover soon & join us back at imm.. =)
gonna go to bed soon.. now is already 7.55am.. lucky i off.. if not sure like a zombie, watt keldon everytime say me go to work.. lols.
will blog soon.. think still got some pic to upload.. but it still not wif me yet.. gonna upload when i got it..

me & vincent*sbw manager*

*I Gotta Feeling*

2010-03-13T03:39:00.000+08:00

gonna go malaysia later... den sunday come back.. but i feel like going taiwan more... TAIWAN!! & ohya.. pei is married already... hahaas.. wondering her baby will be boy boy or gal gal... =) just now went down to batok.. gathering.. all at bao hse.. it had been very long since we all gather at there.. but still sort of some ppl.. like vickson they all.. sad ehh.. LOLS!. den i was at there playing peii de stomach... hahaas.. after tat went to 279 had my dinner jiu come my aunti hse.. as my cousin they all at here playing mahjong.. LOLS!. guess watt?? i went to M1 shop, as my grandpa wanna change his plan so i at there accompany them & i was wearing Starhub uniform so paisehh lorrr.. den got tis aunti very funny.. she approach me saying "excuse me" den i look at her she was like "omg wrong person" den say "oh sorry" & walk off.. lucky she never ask me anything.. if she ask me anything i will tell her, do she know watt shop she at now? LOL. after tat went to subway eat.. dont know y westmall de subway so hot de lorrr.. no aircon at all.. like at kopitiam.. =,=!
tat day while i was working my daddy came & look for me.. he came down imm all de way just to pass me a bear.. a panda bear.. cute right him? HAHAS!. after work i went down to batok as i meeting ah mai they all. borrow lappy frm him.. went back home at midnight.. cabby back wif midnight charge.. so expensive lorrr.. around 21++.. OMG! gonna save abit already.. tis month brought too many stuff.. =,=!
hmmmm.. blog when i came back frm malaysia see got picture to upload.. heheeee...

4G. I'm hunting for it.. =)

不要在我要忘记你时后再让我想起你可以吗?
Last but not least.. Happy Birthday to You......

2010-02-27T06:43:00.000+08:00

post some our D&D night pic.. still got some but haven upload yet.. hahaas..

Let fate be.. dont blame me.. =)

2010-02-26T02:00:00.003+08:00

back to post something.. yesterday when to company dinner at swiss hotel.. took some pic.. but it's not wif me now.. will upload when my colleague uploaded.. having quite alot of fun.. keep "yum seng" none stop.. like who wedding dinner like tat.. hahaaa.. "Planet" we rox... LOLS!.. especially when baby when up to stage.. so cute larrr... we laugh till like watt only.. she was sick yesterday.. no wonder never eat much... she simply lovesss food alot.. LOLS!. den took calendar wif my "lat san fong" gang.. lols.. after dinner went kbox wif baby, xiaode, rina & maria.. sing awhile only larrr.. den cabby back wif baby to jurong as i'm going to my aunty hse find my 2jie she was there playing mahjong.. lols.. till morning den go back her hse... yesterday never went back home.. cuz jiefu they all sleep liao.. so went to 2jie hse over night... sleep till evening shiooo.. HAHAS. super enjoy.. but.. i still sick.. flu not yet recover.. shag ehhhh..

hohoooo... pei wedding coming real soon... really very fast, she going to be "huang lian po" already.. casan & irene also.. all became "huang lian po" HAHAAS!.

after pei de wedding i'm going out of singapore wif my family member... hohooos.. super enjoying on march.. hahaas..
gonna go back work tml!! siannn.. den saturday off again... HAHAAS!. i miss sbw life. but imm life also not bad too.. =)
last but not least.. gal.. we seem to be like long time never went to our prawning & our DBL O night... plan leiii... HAHAAS!.

2010-02-19T02:31:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!

2010-02-19T02:14:00.000+08:00

argggggg... fall sick liao.. shit right...well.. past few days was really bad day... drop my money.. den went to work got those "跟年期" de aunti come give attitude.. some more all AUNTI! wa lannn ehhhh.. arhh bo jiu shi those "uncle", so irritated by them.. almost everyday went back home at mid-night.. so tiring...

well well.. Pei de wedding is coming... on 3rd of march... & dinner will be on 6th march... woooooo!!! & my Qing Ai De Irene is married last month? i guess so.. BOTH of you win liao lorrr.. all married... never wait for me... HAHAS!. ohhh ya, casan de baby due date is on my birthday ehhhhh 27 MAY!! HOHOO!! but really happy for them nahhh.. can found someone they wanna spent wif... =)

guess watt?? i saw mr.lim at Imm working? LOLS!. so shock when i saw him.. wanna walk over see but dont dare.. LOLS! scare saw wrong person den pai sehh.. HAHAS!. but i asked someone leii.. confirm it's him.. hmmm.. at least he is better now.. got work, seem to be like grow up already... without me, you also can lead a better life right? =)

*i'm gonna let everything be already. since i think nothing is getting better. so.... be watt you wanna be.. i wont be looking for you.. YOU PIG!

2010-02-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

找不到人说心里的寂寞

找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

2010-02-13T04:07:00.003+08:00

2010-02-13T04:01:00.001+08:00

my baby bro just sms said tat he miss me.. he wanted de life wat we use to be.. but bro.. be more understanding can? you sld know everything had changed.. not like last time.. we can hang out together morning till night anytime we like together.. i know both of us still cant get use to it.. but bear wif it, i do miss you too.. miss everytime you scold me for no reason, bully me for no reason.. hahaas. but get to de point.. all is past.. we need to face many problem ahead.. do call me anytime when u happened to think of me.. =) i will be always be there for you.. miss you.....

long time never updated my blog.. new year coming leii.. hahaas. but i gonna run so many places.. -,-"..... later still gonna work half day.. sian ehhh.. some more i having a bad headaches now.. f**king idiot... LOLS!.

was wondering.. watt was on ur mind... i somehow cant feel anything from you.. seem to be like i'm de one who keep looking for you.. & yet you did nothing.. i'm not asking too much from you..
last but not least... i'm sure tat.. i had fall for you..

2010-01-31T04:39:00.001+08:00

ARGGGGGGG!!!! KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT & EAT YOUR SHIT, YOU TIS FATTY BON BON... F**K OFF...

2010-01-28T05:19:00.001+08:00

sunday gonna go in "JB" cousin-in-law de brother de wedding.. suddenly realise tat.. tis year quite many ppl getting married all tis.. LOLS!.. tis year so good arhh? anyway.. my turn is coming.. HAHAS!. just kidding ehhh..

i'm putting on weight mannn.. keep eating none stop at working place.. hahaas. tis few days keep not enough sleep.. sleep for only 4hrs den gonna wake up for work.. den at working place stay for 12hr++ den can go back.. boring ehhh.. ohyaaa.. tat day while i doing closing guess watt? jesslyn doing housekeeping.. guess she too happy when she gets to know tat she's gonna do housekeeping.. cuz cashier actually dont do housekeeping de.. den think kenny wanna put me alone do closing den he asked jesslyn do housekeeping.. see de way she do so funny & cute... den while she mopping de floor, i dont know watt had happened she just slip off & fall down.. den everyone was at there laughing none stop. some more de place tat she fall is at de doorstep. anyone walk pass can see de lor.... she also very suay larrr. eat rice got "cang yin" eat "diam xin" got hair inside.. suay enough...

i today off leii!!!! but cannot sleep too much.. later going out.. YAWN!!. it's seem like i quite a long time never sleep "bao bao" liao leii.. HAHAS!

hmmmmm.. sometime things dont say too much... if not ending up will be no topic to talk with.. (-,-")

2010-01-25T05:17:00.001+08:00

I'm backkkkkk... really lazy to blog... no time at all.. working working & working... (-,-") currently at starhub cashier... 12 working hrs leii.. is SHACK de lorrr. sometime worse 13 or even more.. although pay more.. but SHACK leii.. lucky part-time only... hahaas.. anyway.. had been watching "My Sweetheart" nice show... later gonna go watch ep 13.. hohoooo.... hmmmm.. baby sleep liao.. nobody entertian me.. (-,-") dont know watt to post.. all my working stuff.. bo liao.. post "MV" . LOLS.

2010-01-16T08:03:00.000+08:00

Just a gentle whisper

told me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories
where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then
so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you

Tell me that you love me
tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting you

I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one
who loves you like I do

Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true
I'm in love with you

Now we're here together
yesterday has past
Life is just beginning
close to you at last
And I promise to you
I will always be there
I give my all to you

Living life without you

is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever

I'll be there....

I'll be there for you

I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one
who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave

2010-01-02T03:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE =)

guess watt.. my nokia5800 "ki siao"... many problem.. feel like smack it lorrr. firstly.. it will auto shut down & auto restart & ringing tone keep changing to "nokia tune" & batt "sot sot" liao.. f**king angry...
but falling in love wif iphone.. =)
my baby wanna take iphone.. tat time keep complain tat dont like touch screen de say my 5800 leii chey.. now wanna take iphone? you pig larrr.. again now sleeping like a log.. =) it's time to turn back ur timing le horr.. if not next week how you going to work.. LOLS!
my lens is soooo dry right now.. tis few days had been wearing long time.. from 9.30am start wearing till next day morning den take out a few hrs need to wear back again.. but lucky today only work till 3pm den go back home rest for awhile.. if not i very jialat de lei.. sleep less den 3hrs wake up go work den wearing lens for so long in de office..
my baby keep feeding me.. i getting fat right now.. like an pig plus panda.. HAHAAS!! you also everyday eat supper wait you also fat like pig...
hmmmmm... i wanna see your son leii... HAHAS!

a better year for you & me. =)

2009-12-29T06:12:00.002+08:00

whaoooo.. 2010 is coming!!! my ex colleagues actually asked me to join them for count down.. but den leii.. i might be working leii.. nvm will ask my baby again...

had been going shopping for de last few days.. jurong point & imm.. buay ta han my baby they all. early in de morning wake me up.. den i was so tired lorrr. althought is tired. but i did enjoy being wif my them larrr.. =)

just now went drinking wif my cousin & friends.. as usually.. i never drink.. beer leii. how to drink.. will vomit de lorrr. taste so "er xin" but my baby seem to be enjoying & gets abit drunk.. drink too much already.. dont tell me no ehhh.. i can see de leii.. "you pig"... drink till headaches.. some more dont know how to stop you.. (-,-"). now sleeping like a log.. LOLS!. but i still cant sleep leii.. how?? haiyooo.. later still need to accompany you go watt appointment.. ~,~". let see later how you feel when you wake up... hahaas.

my dark ring come & visit me again.. thank to you leii baby.. =) hahaas.

where are we going for count down baby? you pig.

2009-12-26T05:49:00.000+08:00

watt's wrong wif me today???? i dont know siaaa... keep gong gong de.. dont know watt am i thinking abt also... actually by tis time i sld be sleeping right now.. knowing y? i was half alseep, & den my "wang3jie" came to my room off de light.. den i was like jump up.. cuz i "ham cheese" okay.. dont dare to sleep alone at night.. hahaaas. & she forgotten.. LOLS!.. she "hao xin" wanna close de light for me ending up i wake up.. hahaaas.. den now cant sleep.. arghhhh.. later "wang2jie" sure boom her phone ask her to wake up den she will come & wake me tis big baby up, *hohooo* as we are heading to vivo exchange our Armani Exchange clothing.. guess watt?? we wash de brand new armani exchange de clothing it turn out all "out of shape" the polo t became longer can be my dress ehhh.. sound so funny right? my tis 2 "baby" everytime bring me go shopping.. "on my dad account" first is Esprit & den, Mango, Armani Exchange, Levis & last but not least M Phosis.. enjoy ehhhh.. my dad pocket gonna had a big hole... but still lucky no "gucci, Lv" hahaas. somemore yesterday lost mahjong.. gongong tio bao sia.. watt a unlucky day.. (-,-"") LOLS!!

hmmmmm.. had been staying at woodland quite a long time already.. dont know got interrupt my cousin & cousin-in-law de living anot.. just got married den got 1 big baby... love the way she everyday waking me up.. cuz she will "pek che".. HAHAAS!. ohyaaa.. guess how tupid am i? tat day after i finish bathing.. den i wanna go down hang my clothing.. & den i fall down frm de stair.. i dont know wanna laugh at myself or watt ehhh.. den right hand tio "blue back".. tupid enough right? LOLS!.

2009-12-22T07:41:00.002+08:00

back to posting. finally i made a choice.. i dont know watt will happened afterward.. but as for now. i know.. i'm enough of it already. i need my back my time.. i know & i admit it tat i'm changing right now.. i dont know watt will happened if i really say it out.. might our friendship affect it? we use to be so good.. but everything is past.. as for now? are we still tat good as last time we use to be? same words "i dont know" it not because of watt had happened.. it all human personality.. others might not know watt am i trying to say.. but they know.. & they sld know.. but once again.. i still hope tat we are still good like how we use to.. =)

you are my fantastic. =D

2009-12-15T08:18:00.002+08:00

feeling so stress confuse right now.. there is only one of me.. i cant do many thing altogether at once.. sometime i really was thinking, "am i really taking de right path & doing the right things?" words is really hard to explain how i was feeling.. sometime i really got to put down many things just to do on one things.. who knows it? nobody knows it okay... cause i dont wanna say... say so much got use meh? no use at all right? it's fine if you guys dont know watt am i trying to say, because i also dont really know watt am i doing right now.. i got many many things to say.. but who to turn to? ashly is at oversea now.. remember our L4D 2 horrr.. waiting for her to come back bahhh.. ~~EVERTHING IS STUCK.. WTF?~~ set me free... i think i need a break... =)

hmmmm.. well well.. had be playing mahjong on sunday & monday... on sunday win almost $100.. hahaas. share wif my "wang 3 jie" lols.. but on monday lose $15.. never mind let have some more game ehhhh my dear... hahaas. later going out wif my cousin they all.. they wanna do things.. hmmm.. but now i cant sleep lorrr. now is already 7.54am.. they dont know watt time gonna wake me up liao lorr. arggg... HAHAS!.

my tupid brother keep dont wanna come accompany me... pig pig pig!! you are pig.. hais.. later dont know will he meet me.. i got many many thing to talk with you leii... hmmm..

when will i be seeing you again?

2009-12-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

i'm back ehhh.. lols.. lappy is so lagging.. o,o" see liao also sian.. anyway.. yesterday went to watch mid-night movie wif my cousin & cousin-in-law together wif his 2 friend. *ping & terrance*..at tiong baruh plaza, guess wat? when we reached there.. only popcorn on sales.. the rest like hotdog bun all out of stock.. hahaaas. went to watch "风云2" tot it will be a nice show.. but turn out to be a lame show.. guess it will be have “风云3“ their computer effect is nice but show not really tat nice... all fighting for a bone? LOLS!. well well.. still got watt other nice movie to recommend? after finishing our movie, went to "tan leng hock" there de market eat "wanton mee".. den send terrance & ping back home, we jiu went back woodland leii.. after next week onward i will be busy like watt only.. christmas is coming soon... any present for me?? LOLS!. i now really boring like watt only sia.. -,-"

hmmmm..

what if i say,i really dont mind. what will you do?

2009-11-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

blog is rotting again... hahaaas.. dont watt happened to last 2 days.. i'm having BAD DAY!. but well well.. i understand.. ohya. yesterday met szeyun & edward out.. went to clementi lan shop play L4D 2. LOLS!. quite a nice game. but is really hard to play lorrr.. keep losing.. sound so idiot right... hahaaas. after playing went to coffee shop take supper.. den cabby back... help both of them do facial.. my 2 gini pig.. keep playing their face.. hahaas.. but know watt? they also play back my face lorrr. LOLS!. after tat bing came & met us... he arhhh... dont know how to say him.. keep on gamble & gamble.. never learn his lesson at all.. telling him so many times liao dont gamble he just wont listen.. haizz.. forget it.. just hope tat he dont really get into big trouble can liao.. but he yesterday won larrr.. so he own me a meal.. & ohhh yaa.. tis idiot steal my thing.. keep dont wanna give me back.. say very nice, he wanna bring out show off to his friends.. arghhhh... but overall still need to thanks him larrr. if not i wont be back to jurong. LOLS!. slack wif them till around 6plus den took cabby back to jurong.. lucky got them to accompany me tok crap.. cuz i dont wanna waste too much money to take mid-night charge cabby.. lols. reached jurong was abt morning 7plus already.. ashly door was lock lorrr. but she is a light waker.. hahaa.. she sure very dulan me.. everytime wake her up to open door for me.. ahahaaa..

my fish a fish is now lvl 23.. anyone wanna spare me a boat?? i wanna de 400k de leii.. & de 85k de fishing rod.. hahaaas.

& thanks peii for your everlast jacket. =)

now nobody at home lorrr. everyone went out.. my brother went to "lion dance", my aunti & uncle went to work.. ashly went out wif her friend, hongjie & his brother dont know go where.. left me alone at home.. boring like watt only.. later might going woodland.. HAHAA!!!

actually today sld go down qi de baby boy birthday de.. but due to later need to come back jurong again. cabby fare all tis.. OMG! buay ta han.. LOLS!. so sorry ehh qi.. but still "Happy Birthday Elson Baby Boy" you are cute larrr... hahaas.. hmmmm.. i miss tis & i miss tat.. hahaas.

gonna go prepare liao leii. going jurong point meeting my cousin later on.. hohooo.. =)

Notice: Po Gou Xiong, remember... you own me a meal.. no kopitiam de horrrr... hahaaas.

2009-11-18T04:59:00.005+08:00

guess watt? just now went to de so called "hilltop" helping my cousin & uncle de tua.. lucky got my choirs team around helping us.. no enough ppl help so i asked my choirs team down to help.. all sing till like very happy lorrr. keep changing de song tune.. hahaas. it's fun wif them around larrr. already quite a long time never have so much fun wif them already, i think since we moved off from batok. but no worried. at least we still contact each other.. next time let had fun together again okay? you guys also cannot say "no". LOLS!.

&lastly. You Guys really did a good job.. keep it up ehhhh. dont throw my water face har.. hahaas.

Special Thanks To Our Choirs Team: Szeyun, Vickson, Wilson, Edwin, Edward, & of cos My beloved brother Tan Zhi Hao, although he dont know how to sing. but i still love you larrr. LOLS!. Love you guys too.. We Rox ehhhh.. hahaas.

2009-11-15T06:39:00.002+08:00

(-,-") dont laugh at my aquarium i tell you.. hahaaas.

2009-11-12T05:04:00.006+08:00

cant sleep & i'm hungry nowww.. hahaas..
any game to play??
teddy bear teddy bear teddy bear...

2009-11-10T06:22:00.003+08:00

Tis song is nice larrrr... hahaaas.
the time now is 6.22am. lols.
my dear brother. miss meeee right? hahaas.
& lastly. was so shock. pig voice was so much alike his voice shiooo.. x.x

2009-11-09T06:04:00.003+08:00

i'm now at woodland.. my another beloved cousin hse. & de time now is 5.55am... guess wat? i'm still awake.. argggg. cant sleep ehhh.. my cousin gonna wake me up early in de morning.. she love to wake me up when i was sleeping lorrr.. cousin-in-law de computer is on 365days 24hrs & never shut down.. power ehhh.. like lan shop shioo.. hahaaas... later gonna go to bed... night everyone.

heyyy. i'm going to bed liao ehhh.. dont jealous larr..

you pigg.. dont anyhow drive & bang de wall.. den fail again.. hahaas..

2009-11-03T13:50:00.002+08:00

happy birthday. =) hor aiying!! lols..

2009-11-03T13:43:00.003+08:00

答应我不管将来怎么样你一定要幸福. =)

2009-11-02T06:31:00.001+08:00

had been sleeping for de past few days sia... nothing to do den keeping on sleeping.. hahaas. well yesterday went to "nana" wif my cousin.. quite okay larr. but tupid thing had actually happened.. argggg... spoil mood siaaa.. cousin said will be bringing me out again.. hohooo.. let's have fun mannn... & stop those nonsesne things. might going an interview tis wednesday, at turf club? i think so bahhh. well.. nothing much to update.. had been staying at home all the time.. gonna go mac eat breakfast liao.. i'm hungryyyyy..

ohhhh myyy.. singapore is really soooo small.. hahahaas.

2009-10-30T06:09:00.001+08:00

hohoooo... finally changed my blogskin.. thanks esther.. shall meet up one day.. since we stay quite near.. lols..

2009-10-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

back to blog. lols. actually was very lazy to blog de. but i had already so long never post liao leii.. anyway. saturday night just came back from bangkok.. went over wif my brother & 2beloved cousin. really a nice place to shopping.. lots of cheap clothings & food. staying at Grand Diamond hotel.. & shopping mall just next to our hotel only. LOLS!. everyday wake up early in de morning & went back hotel late. hahaas. all thanks to both my beloved cousin.. keep waking me up asked me stop sleeping & go shopping with them. actually took some photo over there. but need to wait till my cousin to upload. (-,-"). & ohya. i had moved to my cousin hse already.. at jurong west.. but i will still hang around at bukit batok. hahaas. wanna find me just ring my phone... hohooo.

lazy to type liao. update again. =)

2009-10-26T15:06:00.003+08:00

I'm Back.. I'm back. i'm back. & no more pork leg rice... -,-!

&&& Shioooo Off everything...

2009-10-16T06:02:00.002+08:00

what should i do now? my mind is really dont know what to do already. mummy is moving off today.. grandpa also gonna move today or tomorrow.. just now chatting wif mummy. i asked her where she will be moving to all tis.. well she moving to her friend hse for the meanwhile, as she still waiting her own house.. she chat till half cry, & when i heard her voice crying i started to cry.. waaaaaaaaa... && i really really dont know what my grandpa wanna to do siaa.. i asked him where he's moving to & he told me, he dont know. asking him question den he told me dont know or tell me some other time.. he told me he's now very "fan" & i ask him what he is "fan" abt & again he tell me "tell you some other time".. called & tell ashly abt tat.. she said, mostly is he can bear us... somemore he already so old.. yes. indeed i really cant bear to move away for you all.. but things already happened & i had no choice because i dont have the rights at all.. so now...

WHAT TO DO??? TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO??

2009-10-14T05:59:00.005+08:00

2009-10-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

Our Prawning Night.. =)

let me remind of you.

you are my surprise & also the pain of mine.

Dont know what am i laughing at sia.

Snap Shot 1

Snap Shot 2

heyy. I'm not ready yet!

Snap Shot 3

Guess how many month already? LOLS!.

Our tupid face.

see. watt peii doing..

I Throw!!

Ball Over here!!!! YES! I caught it... HAHAS!

The view from jurong hill..

2009-10-02T03:25:00.000+08:00

地球在转人在变. really meaningful. many things are changing right now.. all tis things also bo bian de. well well. really feel bad sia.. tat day cousin birthday.. she actually wanna ask me out for dinner de, but i overslept.. omg!! so sorry ehhh..anyway.. many things had actually happened in me. i'm just dont know how to say.. i just wanna lead a simply life like watt i use to be.. it's maybe i hide too many thing on myself & lie too many thing on myself tat's y i will be so suffering right now. had been few days never see mummy, daddy & ahgong already.. just dont know why i dont feel like going back home at all. house is so quiet.. not like last time still can hear ppl complaining here & there.. after moving away.. i think will be more quiet bahhh.. & dont know y feel pei hse so warm. maybe i already dislike quiet place.. hais.. lucky i still have pei those funky friends to accompany me & talk to me.. really love them lotssssss. =) *pei dont fly high i tell you* hahaas. hmmm.. later gonna have some rest.. later still need to wake bao up at de morning. will update again. =)

2009-09-21T17:53:00.001+08:00

2009-09-21T16:34:00.002+08:00

whaoooo. so long never blog already.. my blog is rotting... hahaas. also dont know watt to blog. had been working for de past few days. everyday work work work...monday to sunday work. hari raya also work tiring sia. everyday working & taking my pay.. i cant see any money.. keep spending & spending. i also dont know watt i spending on.. LOLS!. panda eyes came to visit me again.. like being torture.. not enough sleep. actually i also dont know watt had happened to me siaa.. dont know is last time sleep too much, den now is so afraid of sleeping. hahaaas. den cant be alone.. must find something to do.. maybe last time slack too long, it's time for me to do some change again.. had been not in a good mood for de last few days also.. knowing why? because of those ppl.. when i in needs of ppl to works, no ones siaa.. & when i dont need all wanna work.. was like watt de f**k.. everyone should know tis is a last min job. everything will just come in last min. den i was like looking for ppl like mad siaaa.. tiring larrrr. forget it.. no point of making myself hard..

用一段感情换一个朋友
我的笑送给你　希望你快乐　你的难过都给我　关于你的一切我都好好收藏着

2009-09-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

quite long never post something on it already. actually got many pic to upload de.. but abit lazy to post. hahaas. some more now at peii hse using com.. really long time never use my com already. lazy to switch on. hahaas. mostly is using phone de wireless. LOLS!. tonight still got bangong. den after tat maybe going csc de ktv wif peii & "ganma" they all.. going back home soon leii. need to bath.. anyway.. start work leii.. just first day of work my arm very pain already.. i think because carry too heavy things already. but never mind will recover soon de.. shioooo.. going to pack my things soon leii. gonna move to ashly hse..make her hse in a mess.. also not bad ehhh. got ppl entertain & crap wif me... at least i would be feeling better.. yesterday whole at peii hse siaaaa.. morning they are so irritating keep ask me wakee up go down eat breakfast.. hahaas.go market walk walk.. den went to 283 coffee shop eat. actually wanna eat mac de. but no money larrrr. hahass. den save abit. got coffee shop.. den tengku *bao daughter* keep crying & we keep disturb her.. LOLS!. dont know really what to do sia after i move out from bukit batok.. everyone knows i'm a lazy bum.. den mid night no transport back to jurong siaa. must think of something to solve it.. haiiyoo.. my arm.. my backbone, now painful shioo... yawnnn... not enough rest....

2009-08-30T11:01:00.006+08:00

WA!! now feeling very unwell.. they are back? what to do siaaa.. peii.. help!!
Today wake up very early. Morning 5++ wake up already. Hohooo. Well.. as what I had said on my last post. I’m sick now… flu. cough actually wanna see doctor, but think & think end up also neber go anyway. who cares right?. Tis few days was a rainy day & cold day could be fall sick easily so take care yea all my friends... had been playing mahjong for de last few days shiooo & slack around at 283 there de “zhong yuan hui”.. hahahaas. Yesterday neber went down.. whole day sleeping at home. Don’t feel like going down also. Sick & tired. Guess watt? I fall asleep at my brother room hahaas. Both of us chit chat talking funny stuff till fall asleep. Lolls. Den around 11.00pm+ I think.. my grandpa wake us up. Actually he wanna ask us wake up for dinner de. But really very tired. After I wake up I ran back to my room sleep again. LOLS!. Flash & flash back lots of stuff & things… prawn fishing, escape theme park, steamboat, hortpark bridge, Malaysia, your birthday, mahjong, Henderson & so on... & sorry.. i did't mean anything... just some memories...

我一直以来都守护在你身边♥

2009-08-25T14:13:00.005+08:00

Back to posting. Guess blog wont be giving me problem again. =.=” hope so. Anyway. it’s been so long I neber post. Nothing to post at all. Might be changing blog to private.. lolls. Tis few days really gets not enough sleep at all. Too many things on my mind. Shiooo. Guess I will be falling sick.. I’m tired mann. But just cant myself rest. Till now afternoon 12++ I’m still so awake. Later still got bangong. F**king hell. Going to move away for bukit batok soon. Guess would be before November. Gonna move to ashly hse first. Make her hse in a mess. Lolls. Will be missing here. (-,-“) but no choice.

Well well. Since you prefer her den go ahead. Saying much still got use meh?? Although really love you. But there’s really nothing else I can do now. I understand that i had really miss de time. Just hope tat she’s really love you more than I do. Although I’m hate to part with you. But just really hope you will be happy.. 4years 6months…. Was just like a dream. Pass so fast.. & actually you don’t care at all, am I right.. I know not you fault at all. It’s all my own fault.. to me tears & heartaches is really nothing at all now I get use to it already.. no matter how much I change for you. You just cant see it. & I don’t know what you really wanna, because I found tat, I actually don’t understand you at all. Just love you blindly. Promise me can boy? Be good. Be healthy. No matter what happen take really good care of your health. You should know your health more than others. Smoke less, ask your boss to drink less, hanging out at mid night less, rest early. Go checkup more often. Don’t put tattoo anymore, hard for you to look job. Don’t be so lazy. & be happy all the time.. I really miss your smile. but I know your smile I cant see it. De last smile I ever remember was 4years ago only tat you will smile toward me. & that it. With her by your side I guess you would be better.. She will be there for you, because… that clumsy boy don’t belong to me.. can just let me stay aside? phone wont be ringing wif his name on it.. wont be seeing him around.. don’t worry. I wont irriated you. I know… 我知道我很失败

& Take care..

我一直以来都守护在你身边♥

我一直以来都守护在你身边
不知你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边

你的笑容能(都)让我开心一整夜
好想拥有你在我身边
让灰暗时间变的晴天

时间已经错过
我还有话很想说
原谅埋藏心中却要如何开口

该不该继续沉默
该不该勇敢只说
希望你会懂

不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心会在想你
那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记我爱你
你是我微笑的原因

只是希望你能比从前开心

2009-08-14T08:20:00.000+08:00

Just A Dream - Carrie Underwood

It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
all dressed in white, going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat,
six pence in her shoe
something borrowed something *blue*
and when the church doors opened up wide she put her veil down trying to hide the tears oh
she just couldn’t believe it
she heard the trumpets from the military band and the flowers fell out of her hands

Chorus
Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I cant even breathe
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Verse 2
The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt
then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
then they handed her a folded up flag and
she held on to all she had left of him oh and what could’ve been
and then guns rang one last shot and it felt like a bullet in her heart

Chorus
Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

(softly at first) Oh,Oh Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
(loudly) Ohh i'll never know
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh this is just a dream
just a dream, oh!! [fading out]

2009-08-07T07:27:00.003+08:00

希望她是真的比我还要爱你，我才会逼自己离开你要我说多难开我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我真的没有天份包容你也接受她，你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都牵就着你，我真的没有天份安静的没这么快。没原因是因为我太爱你。

2009-08-06T09:02:00.003+08:00

再哭一下下等哭完我就会回家眼泪我会替自己察，可知我有多努力吗？只有这办法才不再想他。

2009-08-02T04:57:00.003+08:00

just dont understand watt had happened to my blog. Dont know problem is on my com? Or de blogger. Was so fedup.. Well well. Really long time never blog.. I cant upload pic. Due to tis tupid blog having problem here and there. Anyway yesterday jh celebrated his 21st birthday at batok 350 there having buffet over there. But never eat. Not hungry. But before tat i went to sgh visit my 4th aunt. Poor her, she really slim down alot.. Looking at her like tat my heart is pain. Still remember tat when i was young it's she looking after me when my parent was working. Time pass so fast.. Every moment was just like a dream. All happy moment was passing so fast. I need a time machine.. Can i? Lols. I'm dreaming again.. Wat a boring saturday. Staying at home using mobile wireless, eating mac for dinner *on mummy bill* hahaas.. After tat watching tv.. Wa... I guess i getting fatter shioo. I cant imagine tat i just now actually ate a mac spicy, a pack of fries, 2mac wing *1wing, 1drumstick*, 1cup corn and a cup of lemon tea.. Oh my goodness.. Save me ehh.. Anyway. Get well soon 4th aunt.. Will be visiting you again. :-) gonna go to bed soon. It's late night now.. =) & i'm missing you again.....

2009-07-30T04:20:00.001+08:00

8 words. 1 meaning. & only for you!

.I Miss You.

2009-07-28T07:32:00.002+08:00

nice song. but no mv.
anyway.. wont be blogging offen. due to some problem to my blog. was like wth!

2009-07-18T11:47:00.007+08:00

Went to bugis last Thursday.. wake up quite early. Due to cant sleep. Lols. Meet chin keong at mrt station. Den meet vickson, Wilson & sze yun at bugis there de mac. Those guys went to buy Bermudas. Actually wanna buy some clothing for myself de. But don’t know watt happened to there. Don’t have nice de. Pukk. After tat went to junction de mlphosis brought myself a slipper. Stupid Wilson keep disturb me. LOLS! After everything was done. Went to smoke shisha. Hahaa.at first was quite nice de. But after tat will taste abit of “er xin” den de smell was like keep staying inside ur mouth. esp de mix fruit & applemint. smell abit like toilet. LOLS!. only de orange wif ice is better. Ekkk ekkk. Staying at there till 9+ bah. Den took train back to batok. Ask vickson stay at batok he don’t wanna. Feel like smacking him.. meet peii at 280 den went to meiqi hse. Till around 5+ bah. Den reach home. Feel so tired. Guess wat? I slept 24hr. HAHA!. && Lots of pic to be upload. =)

dont know wat tupid pose is tis. *note: he's de wanna who wanted me to do tis pose.*

Orange Wif Ice

Mix Fruit

Applemint

If what was written for me

Is the best for you

Then will I remember you as

My most beautiful memory in my life

It won't be easy for me

To leave these footsteps in my life

They were engraved permanently

As the most beautiful memories in my life

快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念♥

2009-07-14T06:27:00.004+08:00

tis few days not enough sleep shiooo. just only sleep afew hours den wake up already. really very tiring. but knowing wat? when i sit infront of my computer i will feel very awake already. den got to wait till morning den i will fall asleep. sleep till night den wakee up. arghhhh. tat how my life goes tis few days. i gonna turn back my timing again. nothing special for me to update. never went to anywhere fun last few days. life is really bored. anyway. my hse had be sold away. gonna move already. but i still dont know where are we going to move to. never ask daddy much abt tat. the most i worry is. mummy going to stay where? she cant apply many things. she dont have much money to buy her own flat. only if i strike toto. LOLS!. grandpa at least had found a place to stay. but mummy leii? where she's going to stay?? really need to pray hard for mummy. staying with mummy 21 years. staying wif grandpa more den 10years. suddenly we had to separate to different place. althought all are still in sg. but tat kind of feeling being separated is really letting you feel bad. but what can we do? already talked to him. but he still follow his own way. guess soon or later he will be picking up tat "bitch". & those snake, chicken, anmial in de zoo & 山精妖怪will be appear. *Warning* Keep your mouth shut before i get insane to all of you.

我只想念你的所有
快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念♥

2009-07-13T06:59:00.001+08:00

NDP. I'm coming on your way. =)

Guess wat? tat's my new boyfriend!.

2009-07-11T05:56:00.003+08:00

recently just fall in love in tis song. =)

2009-07-09T06:03:00.004+08:00

Back to posting.. it had been so long since my last post. LOLS!. Anyway. I had nothing to post also. Don’t know watt to post shioo.. the only thing is last Sunday. Went to escape theme park wif peii they all. Quite fun de larr. It’s just only at evening time raining. Den gonna stop all the game. Sian ehhhh. Quite a lot of ppl go. Ask vickson they all go they don’t wanna. Don’t know wat they are doing siaa. Tupid peii keep asking me go in de hunted house. Can say frm de start to the end I keep shouting & shouting just like a mad gal. LOLS!.

Anyway. I really getting very sick & tired already. Daddy keep give attitude. Some more is not keep. Is everyday. Every hour. Every min. Every second. Every moment when saw him. Can you guys imaging tat? & de tone when he talk to you or replying you is just like he is not happy on something like tat lorrr. Face are always in black colour. Just simply ATTITUDE. Aiyaa. I know daddy will also say he is sick & tired of us & what blahhh blahhh blahhh of us. & yaa. We are de patient in de hospital. We are bai chi. We are lazy. We are waiting to die. & so on. But frankly say daddy did change a lot. I don’t know watt is de real reason for making him change so much. But for my sense. They told me. Either is those snake, chicken, animals in de zoo & those 山精妖怪狐狸精蜘蛛精排骨精.. I just simply don’t wish to mention who is it larrr.. You all hobby is to say things & gossip right? Go ahead. Say as much as you all like. Say till your mouth rot 嘴巴烂掉. I’m really get sick & tired of you all. You all don’t like keeping silence & talking behind, den we are like an idiot don’t know anything. Excuse me!! We know it! My sense will tell me! I can don’t believe in anything. But I will sure believe in my sense! Don’t worry ehhh. Retribution is around you guy de corner. Friends. Don’t say I bad. Because 人不为己天诛地灭. dont act like you don’t know anything or at there step 1 larrr. I had just learn 1 things. Show sympathize to them are treating myself cruel. Showing sympathize to you all? NO WAY!. don’t know what going on sia. Hello Hello!! Learn tis.”Keep your mouth shut, and eat you shit.” Don’t like those aunti at downstairs 三故六婆like tat. Like to gossip here & there add oil on fire, add salt, add vinegar, add lemon, add lime. Wanna add blood? Well I had finish what I wanna say.

NOTICE : I don’t need any comment from those snake , chicken, animals in de zoo, 山精妖怪 for my posting. No special reason. Because my DISCLAIMER had wrote. MY BLOG. MY RULES.

快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念

我只想念你的所有♥

2009-06-23T14:06:00.016+08:00

just now went to have some look on my FS friend-list.. den saw sasa photo.. she actually still keep those 2pic siaaaa. I was like.. WTH!. i was fat like hell mannnn.. dont know how to say. was laughing at it when i saw those photo.. HAHA!. & went to see his too.. nth had actually change.. i'm just miss those time spent with him.. every sec. everyday. every moments. every scene =)

dont know why just feel like locking myself at home... reason maybe is 外头的现实太残酷恐怕自己无法承受或接受.....

*Yawnnn* gonna go to bed already.. so tiring.

Lastly... I Wanna See My PENGUIN!! Who Wanna Bring Me to ZOO??

Draw by sasa. *funny her. never draw herself*

Those Fat Pic!!! LOLS!. and Our Joy & Fun

Our black & white pic!! LOLS!.

As We Go On, We Remember, All The Times We Had Together,

and As Our Lives Change, Come Whatever,

We Will Still Be Friends, Then, Now & Forever....

快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念.

2009-06-21T12:07:00.001+08:00

Von Happy 21st.

& Happy Birthday to de Yvonne Chia Char Bo.

2009-06-20T16:12:00.003+08:00

shiooo. went to von birthday on de 18th. meet shelly & xiaohong at tampines there. den took cabby go over her chalet. Lost our way shioo. Keep rounding circle over there. LOLS!. Cuz de cabby uncle seems to be like don’t know way. No choice got to call von on how to reach there. Finally reach there.. was abit feel weird? maybe we had not been meeting each other for a long time bahhh. So feel soo weird. Nothing much to say also. Shiooo.. long bang garrick car back to home.. once again. Thanks garrick. *uncle monk*. LOLS!. Reach home de first things I wanna do is sleep & sleep & sleep.. cuz headaches. Feels like got hammer hitting my head all over. HAHA!. Yeaa. Drink some red wine over there. I really feel knocking down already.. well I admit i’m not a good drinker. HAHA!!! Almost sleeping for de whole day. Just really don’t feel like waking up anymore. Den szeyun call me. Ask me wake up. Due have to do thing. Den I remember. Oh it’s Friday. Almost forget.. lucky she call me. If not I don’t know need to sleep till watt time.. after finishing everything. Stay at pei hse. Play monopoly wif them. All like mad shioo. Poor szeyun tio bankruptcy. LOLS!. She so suay all de way. Her hse is more than mine. But just don’t know y they love to come my hse esp my pizza hse & perfume shop. LOLS!. Well end the games at 7.00. den went to mac wif szeyun. Ate something den go 268 there sit & chit chat. Tok lots of things. Heyyy. dont suspect my love toward him okay. I kept silence doest mean nothing alright. HAHA!. No doubt he’s still my everything. But I don’t know what to do anymore. LOLS!. Weather is so hot.. just feel likes staying in a air-con room for all days & night. Had been bathing for twice tis afternoon. Really cannot take it de weather. Well just hope tat it will turn better soon.
& oh yea.. I never disappear okay. I’m still alive.. still living in tis world. & just a phone call or sms you gals can reach me. Don’t say you don’t have my number I tell you. HAHA!!. Take care & misses gals..

Simple group photo.
de mouse. lols

我不懂为什么付出的全落空

快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念.♥

2009-06-18T01:40:00.005+08:00

he appear again last night.. tis time round. he finally never smile. just like how he use to be.. cool cool de.. never talk muchh.. but i still perfer de one who always smile de ni. =) missing him badly.. but what can i do? 快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念.

just now had some chat with my mummy.. guess what nonsense she said? she said.. faster go married.. & give birth 1 baby give her play.. i was like WTH? give birth 1 baby give you play? NO WAY!. LOLS!. tis kind of mummy also have.. but i love her lots larrrr. den she keep ask me go married. cuz she said after i past my 21st den time will past very fast. very fast i will be turning 30 all tis.. den will be lao char bo already. den will be like my "ahyi" like tat.. 30years old++ liao but children only 6-7 years old.. ask me go married now.. den i tell her "chiooo mann, you wanna marry must still see got ppl wanna anot. anyhow only you." she told me to married someone i love & not someone who love me. if not will be like her... den i tell her everything wont be going smooth for what you wanna.. they are giving you rubbish.. puiiii.. but well. my mummy is cute enough ehhh. hahaaa.

having stomach pain & headaches past few days. tired of it shiooo.

suddenly miss lots of things.. missing those past.. just feel tat if time could stop would it be great?

我不懂为什么付出的全落空

快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念.♥

2009-06-15T08:42:00.002+08:00

tired... last 2 days went to temple shiooo. first is sambawang there de. den yesterday night went to loyang dua pek kong.. went to "qui qian" lols.. sambawang there de qian ask me to shut up. LOLS!. i was like WTF? but actually it is saying ask me not to plan for marriage so early or watt lorrr. den yesterday loyang there de wrote.. Listen but not to say & interfer other ppls de problem.. & dont care watt ppl said. for r/s althought there's hardship.. but be patience.. BE PATIENCE!!!!! (-,-") i'm already very patience... after tat parying all tis went to 3head there eat.. jiu go back home..

mindset keep rolling & rolling.. just cant put him aside my mind.. sleep also can heard his voice see his smile.. argggggg.. i think i'm getting crazy.. okay okay.. anyway. i'm lazy to blog. update next time.. i miss himm larrrr. but i need to pretend nothing.. cuz no one will care..

快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念

2009-06-10T14:26:00.002+08:00

Quite a long time never online. Due to fever & sick.. fever was high till 39.3. shioo. I was think will I be sent to aloha chalet. Lols.. but lucky nope. Went to see doctor once I know I having fever. Actually wanna ask my brother to accompany me along de. But saw he sleep so soundly. Den don’t disturb him. Walking alone down to de clinic.. went to take mask frm de nurse. De nurse so funny lorrr. Keep asking me what had happened to me. Didt I travel pass few days of contact wif ppl travel last few days. How would I know if other’s ppl had travel. Was resting at home last few days. Really don’t have any mood to go out. Just keep feeling like sleeping & sleeping all de way. & wake up watch dvd.. tat how I spent my time.. till now cough seem to be bad. Shag shioo.
Actually I already know things will change since tat days started. But y it happen so fast? Y change so fast? 人不为己天诛地灭

yesterday night.while sleeping, i heard your voice.....

我只想念你的所有.♥

突然好想你

2009-06-03T06:04:00.007+08:00

sorry boy. accidentely dream of you yesterday.. & you were smiling toward me. & how i wish you did not walk off. dont really know why everytime when you appare in my dream you are smiling toward me. seem to be like happy on whatever things & how i wish i would stay at there just to accompany you, seeing you smiling. when the time i woke up. it's already late night. yea. i was alone. tears almost drop. till now i could not control my tears. The pieces of my heart are missing you. i'm already trying very hard. watching over tv.. laughing at it. it's alright. i'll be fine. it's wasnt de first time already.. i may be a fool. but i'm not a dumb.

我知道我还达不到你的要求真的没有想的太多

2009-06-02T02:41:00.003+08:00

你怎么都不说话
我像自言自语紧握着手机发烫
依稀彷佛听到
另外一个声音低声不断催促
那个人到底是谁怎么会在你身边
亲吻在我的面前不敢相信的脸
亲眼看见爱情
在这刻开始已结束
状态总是离开
我在半夜四点紧盯着电脑发呆
两行字的中间隔着多少时空你和他的生活
那个人到底是谁
取代我在你身边
幸福只是种幻觉充满我的假设
亲眼看见爱情
在这刻开始已结束
Baby Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna say goodbye
混乱的心该怎么才能平复 Be alright
但爱的距离太远想弥补什么都已经太晚
Baby Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna say goodbye
假装说一切没关系 It’ll be alright
我想我已经明白我失去了你失去了你
状态总是离开
我在半夜四点紧盯着电脑发呆
两行字的中间隔着多少时空
你和他的生活
那个人到底是谁取代我在你身边
幸福只是种幻觉充满我的假设
亲眼看见爱情
在这刻开始已结束
Baby Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna say goodbye
混乱的心该怎么才能平复 Be alright
但爱的距离太远想弥补什么都已经太晚
Baby Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna say goodbye
假装说一切没关系It’ll be alright
我想我已经明白我失去了你失去了你
Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna say goodbye
混乱的心该怎么才能平复Be alright
但爱的距离太远想弥补什么都已经太晚
Baby Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna say goodbye
假装说一切没关系 It’ll be alright
我想我已经明白
我失去了你
失去了你

2009-06-01T05:47:00.009+08:00

i guess i wont be blogging de next few days bahh. gonna go down henderson help out do things. but wont be staying overnight at there. due to some reason.. (-,-"). well.. anyway.. i'll just post something on it today.
26 may. aunti wendy birthday. all of us share some money to buy a cake for her. after tat celebrate finish her birthday we went off already. & so on i had forget what happened. LOLS!.
27 may. my birthday yea.. didnt went anywhere. just went to csc ktv. sing till like mad. thanks guyss for being around yeaa.. =). tot of mr.png will be coming. but he didnt. sad indeed. nobody mention what had happen. & what going on. sooo. or it's just as simply as he does not wanna come. forget it. what to do? close myself in de room... & well. after everything. went back to 2head eat our late dinner. after dinner. all went back home.. all of us are tired like what already lor.
28 may. went to have dinner wif my mummy. after dinner went to peii hse. as we are going to dbl o. when i went up their reaction was. "ehh, euu havent make up arhhhh. faster leii." LOLS!. den faster do our things liao went downstair meet fiza & cinder. took bus go den walk to dbl o. tat tupid peii almost drunk shioo. tupid. dont know how to drink still drink so muchh. LOLS!. neber drink much on tat day. cuz i scare i vomit all out. HAHA!. till around 2.30 peii follow fiza car back to panjang. bao is qiang qiang drive her back. den left mii & sze yun. both of us share money took cabby back. reach batok 16.50+ mid night charge siaa. expensive shioo. den mii & sze yun sit at downstair chat till i keep yawning & yawning. no choice go home sleep. LOLS!.
now abit tired already. gonna go to bed soon. wait i free & not tired den i update again. HAHA!.

i just wanna lead a simply life ehhh. but somehow i cant. things keep on happening without any notice. it's so hard to lead a simpy life ehhh?. was getting more & more tired.. f**k siaaaa.

anyway. i'm finally 21st. LOLS!. & is de real start for me. forget the past of me. & start to know me now. =)

szeyun. ivy. pei @ dbl O.
thanks peii. =)
szeyun. jia xin. ivy. pei. @ csc

jia xin & mii.

beloved mummy & mii.

mii & sze yun.

my brother. & mii.

突然好想你

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-05-24T19:39:00.001+08:00

where should i go? where should i go? where should i go? 27mayyy coming shioooo... really hard to think where should i go... really a big problem..

2009-05-22T10:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday.

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday
You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play
(they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go
(that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
(they can never have yesterday)
Ooooh...

(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday

2009-05-21T09:30:00.013+08:00

big size mickey. too bad. is casan de. HAHA!.
her tupid face. LOLS!
his tupid face. LOLS!

ur hse ehhh?
ur hse ehhh?

she wanted to be a repoter.

firstly. i wanna mention is. i had already forget de date. but i remember the things clearly. such a scarly things in my life ehhhh. tio stuck in de lift shiooo. overload luhhh. hahaaa. 10ppl in a small lift. at henderson shioo. wif uncle cai. aunty wendy. peii. jh. ah mei. yi cheng. ah bin. my brother & mr. png. really hard to breath during stuck inside de lift. no choice call de lift breakdown number. cant get through shioo. i also dont know y. till i veri angry call police. HAHA!. the police must be thinking i'm mad. but lucky soon got ppl came & open de lift. was like so "pai sehhh" everyone outside is looking at us when all of us walked out de lift. overload shiooo. & it's already went abit below to level 1. i onil know veri scarly. some more de lift onil key can open de door. cannot use force to open it. no use at all. bleahhh. once is enough. i dont wanna it to happen again. LOLS!.

Went to discovery center on 14 may. Grant pei wish. Actually don’t wanna go de. But she like children like tat. Keep wanna go. Hahaaaa..I was like such a boring place lorr. Wont be going such place liao lorr. Really boring like hell.

May 18 went to geylang eat “dou jiang you tiao” & also grant pei wish. She had been nagging for years just to eat de “dou jiang you tiao”. Finally jh bring her go. Just like de soybean wif “you tiao” onil lorr. Onil tat “you tiao” is longer tat others. Post picture for you guys to see can already. feel like dye hair shioo. see how first lurhhh. suddenly feel likes doing many things ehhhh.. hahaaa. anyway.. 27may is coming real soon ehhhh. turning 21. ohhhh.. i dont wanna ehhhh. sound so old. LOLS!. && well well. any present for mii??? HAHAA!!!!

ohhh yaaa.. my line had be cut off. HAHA!!. will get back it soon. so for de time being wanna find mii reach my hi-card or cor my brother jiu can reach mii. =P

out of sudden.. i miss him shiooo. wat to do? i also dont know lurhhhh.

突然好想你

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-05-21T08:29:00.001+08:00

casan de tatoo look like tis. but just onil de face.. HAHA!!

2009-05-12T10:52:00.002+08:00

想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥──挥手
想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过今天的以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥──挥手
如果有一刻我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

2009-05-09T13:48:00.002+08:00

My Everything.

The lonliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope had seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining from up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
and all things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give and wont let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known (oh no, no)
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (oh, I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always bebe my everything

Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everythingoh my everything

2009-05-09T12:34:00.005+08:00

went to prawn fishing just now. & also on de wednesday too. LOLS!. it's fun ehhhh. Althought we neber catch alots. But we did had a lot of fun over there. =)
Wednesday went to prawn fishing. Along wif peii, jh & vickson. Our last min plan. Actually was planning to Loyang de. But it’s already too late liao. Den go prawn fishing. Actually wanna bring szeyun go along wif us de. But she said she too tired. Wanna go home sleep. So we bring vickson go. Den jh drove his brother de Honda bring us go. Since jh is driving his brother car we den must go somewhere fun mahhhh. LOLS!. Tat day not many ppl prawn fishing. After we finish prawn fishing we head to boonlay market eat our breakfast. De carrot cake not nice at all. I said I wanna white carrot cake they gave mii half black half white. Look abit “er xin”. Onil ate abit onil. Cuz not nice at all. But cheap nahhh. After tat they drove mii back home. Den they go back home.
Friday. Yea.. it’s “ban gong” days. LOLS!. Jh whole family came sia. So many ppl. At least jh family member come is better. Ar bo those ppl come all asking de same things. Hear liao also siannn. Once saw them sure know watt they wanna ask. No need to ask for more. HAHA!. Uncle cai & aunti wendy also came down too. =). Without say much. Yi cheng & ah mei also got come lorrr. I like to disturb ah meii larr. After finishing everything. I was like “watt a happy day” no ppl liao leii. HAHA!. Help burn those joss paper all tis den at downstair wait peii they all come down. Together we walk to 6head there eat. Den they again plan to prawn fishing. Took 2 cabby down. Had a great time wif uncle cai & aunti wendy they all. Was joking around over there. =). Den they plan Sunday go prawn fishing again. But this time maybe go somewhere else. Still don’t know where they wanna go. Den after tat all went back home. Reaching home I head to my room. Saw my room door was closed. Den I went in. saw my mummy was sleeping like a pig. I was like “ehhh. Why tis “sa ba” still sleep. Today no need to work mehhh?” went to see than know today is public holiday. LOLS!. Till now I still cant sleep shiooo. (=,=”).

Our prawns.

Lastly. Happy Belated Birthday to: Wilson & Stephanie *Ahni*. On 8th May

我原意为你放弃一切我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-05-04T07:33:00.004+08:00

today 4th MAY!. my TAN ZHI HAO BRITHDAY!!!. happy birthday to euu ehhh. HAHA!. anyway. we went to csc ktv celebrate. everyone was veri high at first. but after tat all veri low already. knowing y? cuz tired already. HAHA!. den later gonna go sakura eat. my mummy treat ehhh. LOLS!. post some tupid photo.

BLEAH!.
wilson. ivy. edwin.

mii & edward. *cant smile liao* LOLS!

which idiot snap it. *comfirm sze yun*.

yeahhhhh. *WE ROCK*!!

mii & sze yun & joanne

joanne & mii. *i guess. i really cannot drink*

dont know which idiot snap tis.!

&& oh yaahh. peii. i still cant get de meaning euu said to mii leii!!!!. because. i really dont know watt to do already.!!!! argggggg!!!! WTH!!!!!

我原意为你放弃一切

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-05-04T07:12:00.004+08:00

yea back to posting again. abit lazy to post now a days. LOLS. cuz com to lag. feel like smack it or even thrown it down to downstair. argggg.. anyway. last friday went to pei hse. nothing special ehhh. ban gong day! HAHA!. till veri late. think around 2 or 3 plus bahhhh. knowing watt? no guys is around tat day. till veri late they then come. all went to lion dance. thrown we all gals at there. i was like WTH!. i dont know anything. sze yun & peii also not veri smart on those thing. argggg. but lucky. uncle cai & aunti wendy came & help us tat niite. if not we sure get scold till dont know watt already. after de guys came in de late niite. i thrown to them already lorrrr. i go eat snake already. HAHA!. but also need to note things down. (-,-"). after finish everything we went down to burn things den those guys went back home. as they next day got lion dance again. den i went back to peii hse. see still got anything else to do anot. but nothing already norr. den we went to eat. sze yun feeling veri tired so she went back home first left mii wif peii they all. at first wanna go 6head there eat our late supper de. but de coffee shop nothing to eat at all. den drive to 3head there. also nothing to eat. all close. (-,-"). no choice. we had to go 1head there eat de teochew restaurant. all of us eat till veri veri full. really feel like vomite. LOLS!. after eating send uncle cai & aunti wendy back home at henderson. den jh they all send mii back home.

Overall rating to those dish: Not veri nice. bleahhh... LOLS!
我原意为你放弃一切
我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-30T04:46:00.002+08:00

back to posting yea. so long neber blog. cuz computer went to reformat. but after reformat. nothing gets better. still prefer my another com. haiiiz. & tis still laging. still no chinese encoding. sad siaaa. alot things now cannot do. mail also cannot delete. dont know watt de hack siaaa. but anyway. tis few days neber go anywhere. juz onil went to henderson there chit chat. help out to do things onil norr. well. jh de tua open liao. will be busy on every friday..

& anyway. there will be a serious change for mii. i will be changing myself to a better person. maybe? & hope so.

well. peii they all are planning to go zoo ehhh. i wanna go see penguin. tat time went to zoo wif them neber get a chance to see penguin. so tis time go i wanna go see. HAHA!.

i think there is nothing for mii to update bahhh. will update some other times.

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你,我会仔细的宁听你对我说的一言一语
我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-18T08:26:00.000+08:00

Ehhh. i’m here to post something again. Post how great is tis computer is!. First of all. It’s lag, lag, & lag! Super lagging. & de window media player is not installed properly. Anti-virus using 7.5 & was already long time neber updated. Fire-wall was off till I use it den I on it. Msn messenger was using a veri veri old version. Can say nothing was updated. Onil for de Microsoft software. Error here & there, error was everywhere!!! A lot of document is not clear. Was putting at there waiting for mii to clear it myself. No Chinese encoding. No East Asian Language. Need sever pack 2. euu wanna mii go where steal 1 sever pack 2 ehhh? Well well. Forget it. Anyway. Tis computer Sunday will bring it to reformat. CLEAR EVERYTHING! Everything must be gone on Sunday!. & also. My another computer will also bring it to see. Was praying hard nth gonna happen to tat computer.
Was staying at home tis few days. Watching tv. Using computer. Playing psp. Craping wif my brother. Went down to petrol station buy drink & food den come back home again. sleeping & sleeping. Tat all. but tis kind of life will onil can enjoy during when young. But I wanna “tai tai” life. likes everyone dream of. =) I wanna tat kind of life tooooo. :P

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你,我会仔细的宁听你对我说的一言一语

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-17T06:02:00.002+08:00

Here to post something ehhh. Don’t know watt happened tis few days shioo. Tat time tio “sot” by de tv switch. Den yesterday computer “boom”! sound funny ehh rite? I also don’t know watt had happened. Juz onil know I play maple half way den de maple dc. As I was waiting it to restore back to desktop suddenly de desktop black out juz like computer restart. As my brother told mii before tat my computer had already “ki siao” sometimes will auto restart. So as I tot it’s nothing big ehh. Who know after awhile de “cpu” suddenly like “boom” one sound. De sound is not big. Den a flash light coming out frm de “cpu”. I actually still scare will get burn or watt lei. But lucky never. Den my brother at there laugh. Both of us was like. “the computer die liao”. Tot of happy can get new computer or watt. Den I cor my daddy. As it’s already mid-niite time. I tot my daddy sleep already. But he did’t lorr. I think he playing mahjong or watt larrr. Den I at there laugh while toking to him was like.
“I: ermmm. Daddy ehhh. Sleep already mahh?”
“Daddy(sound smile happily toking to mii): not yet. Y lei?”
“I: ermmm. (laughing when toking to him): my computer spoil liao leii. Bring & let ur frenz see can repair anot lei” *sound good go repair. But was wishing get a new one ehh. :p*.
“Daddy: huh?? Watt had happened”.
“I(continue laughing.): computer suddenly down.
“Daddy(sound shock): okie okie. Don’t touch it first. Tml I come back see is’t de switch problem.” “I: not de switch problem. Is de “cpu” problem. It suddenly “boom”.
“Daddy: okie okie. Tml I come back see how”.
“I: orhhh. Okie lorrr.”
After hanging up de cor. I continue laughing wif my brother. Both of us was like mad shiooo. Den my brother was at there dreaming of getting a laptop. Den I don’t wanna laptop. Both of us was like at living room day dreaming. Was veri sian lorrr de whole niite. No computer life. Haiii. Den no choice. Watch tv. So we watching de “Wu Xia Liang Zhu” by Wu Ji Zun & Ah Sa tat movie. Quite nice ehhh. Tot of some fairytale story. Like suddenly will wake up or watt. But not!. Both ending up die. (-,-“)….. maybe i’m thinking too much or watch too much of fairytale story already. Muwahahaa. Till around morning went to bed. Den my mummy wake up go work. When I saw mummy wake up I told her watt had happened to my computer. Den she say “good liao ehhh. Can get new com liao” “I: maybe bahh?”. Den she went off to work. Around morning 10.00+ daddy came back home. Den I pluck out all those things frm tat computer. Easy for him to take out. den went to bed again. Evening time my brother cor mii wake up saying tat my daddy wanna throw away tat com. I was like “ohhh no. cannot throw yet.”. den come out see. Sawing my daddy bringing a computer “cpu” in my room. I went to see. Den I see liao I was like. “CHEY!!!!. Sure is his company computer.” His company also veri funny lei. Never reformat de computer. LOTS of shit inside. Some more cannot read Chinese words. I cant live a computer tat don’t know read or write Chinese words.. tupid siaa. Some more lots & lots of things inside. Gonna ask my daddy bring it to let his frenz do. Reformat everything. Install Chinese encoding. Clear all those shit ehhh.
&& well well. I never go out for 2 days ehhhh. I’m guai baobao ehhh. Muwahaha.
was tis posting long enough ehhh? LOLS!!!!

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你,我会仔细的宁听你对我说的一言一语

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

argggg. tis few days really neber sleep well shioo. now still feel abit of tired. was like sick & tired ehhh?. anyway. today actually wanted to went to malaysia wif peii they all de. but ending up onil pei they all go lorrr. i dont want go. no money ehhh. LOLS!. but anyway. yesterday went to henderson. chit chatting wif ah cai & ah jie they all. & also at there disturb ppl. HAHA!. & well till 3.00+ went back to batok. when i reaching home was abt reaching 4.00 already. went to bath all tis till 5.00. den actually i wanna do de tv de things de as my daddy asked mii to try see can watch anot. den i do half way i tio "sot" by de wire siaaa. first time i tot is maybe i neber off de main switch. den after i switched it off den i go do it again. who know de wire "sot" mii second times. i was like shit ehhh. den i give up. stop doing everything if not later tio "sot" again. die also dont know watt happened. den throw everything at there. wait daddy come back home den ask him do. den i went to bed. tot go sleeping. but cant sleep siaa. dont know watt happened. argghh. & some more tis few days weather so hot. can't sleep well. (-,-").

anyway. stop at here bahhh. will blog some other days.

my life is so f**kup.

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你,我会仔细的宁听你对我说的一言一语

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-12T16:31:00.005+08:00

ehhh. my cousin de maple sever is done already ehh. but still needs hamachi. "dOt"
guys join us if euu wanna. =)

http://mstory2.blogspot.com/

2009-04-09T04:22:00.001+08:00

Now is mid niite 4.21AM. & I was juz wakee up. LOLS!. Once again. today neber go down. I veri guai ehhhh rite? Hahaaaa. Just now sleeping dream of something funny. Dream back to my secondary school life. My frenz are all over there. & now I suddenly miss those day wif them around. I might be de *month* bigger among them. But for them they treated mii like “xiao meimei”. Cuz I’m childish enough ehhhh. Really had many great time wif them. Fool around after school. Waiting each other after school. Msg each other. Although we are in de same school but different classes. Becuz I too boring so msg disturb them. =) Went to had lunch after school. Went to study at under block. & of cuz I’m de one who neber study den keep disturb them till they “buay ta han” ehhh. Last but not least. Take & snatch cabby together juz to go back home. LOLS!. & now thinking back. I miss alots of things. & lost alots of things. & tat dream remind mii tat we all now had a great distance away. =)
& well well. Tat cor secondary school life ehhh? Everyone miss it. Hahaaa. & now everyone was leading their own life.
Anyway. take care all my friend. =)

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你,我会仔细的宁听你对我说的一言一语.
我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-08T13:32:00.002+08:00

Opps. I made my blog rot again. LOLS!. Well tis few days was crazy ehhhh. Cuz playing maple again. HAHA!. p-sever. Hahaa. Was easy to play larrr. It’s juz needs to rebirth again & again. de more euu rebirth de more good. Cuz we can people attack people. Hahaaa. Peii they all siao de lorrr. keep chiong. Mad gal & boii. But de bad things is. They keep having wipe. Last few days lucky I onil rebirth 1 or 2 times. Den tio wipe. Need to train again. but peii they all poor things rebirth 10+ times needs to re-trian again. today also wipe. Knn. My item all lost. Left onil meso. I was like WTF? Hope today don’t tio wipe again lorrrr. I wanna kill ppl already. HAhaaa. Tupid ehhh. Well yesterday my beloved sister birthday. Baobao. Anyway. happy birthday. All de best to wattever shit euu do okie? Stay happy always. =)
Celebrate her birthday on 6april. Went to her hse eat. Everyone go there like not celebrating her birthday lorrr. like play maple shiooo. Poor baobao keep coming room ask us to go out. LOLS!. Funny ehh.. birthday gal plan everything. HAHA!.
Haiii. Tis few days lots of thing happened siaaa. Hanging around there for 10 years+ shiooo. Can say nothing happened at all lorrrr. But tis time don’t know watt happened siaaa. Suddenly lots of things happen. Haiiix. If they are still around more good. Maybe they will take care of those things. Can say now onil left bing & peii & mii. jx onil sometime come meet us. De rest move away arh bo is lost. Do we still remember how we conquer there? & tat where we belong to. LOLS. HAHA!. well everything was past.
Tat watt peii love to say. “心事谁人知?” LOLS!.

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你,我会仔细的宁听你对我说的一言一语。

我只想念你的所有.♥

2009-04-01T03:44:00.002+08:00

Blog is really rot. LOLS. Hahaaa. Shall post something up. Let start frm Monday? Went to mediacorp wif esther. My bloody hell cousin. She gets de admission ticket for css. & well we went to see fei lun hai de for sure. Hahaaaa. & they are really handsome larrrr. Especially wu zun yea… lols. After tat stay at there watch them sing till veri late lorrr. den went down. Saw ridhwan. He gave us ticket for de css preview show shiooo. So nice of him. Hahaaa. & also saw jarod. He’s really cute larrrr. After tat took cabby back to batok. Went to look for peii they all for awhile. Till around 2.00+ bahhhh. Den went back home. Bath liao jiu sleep lorrrr. Really veri tired on tat day.
Tuesday. Also went to mediacorp. But tis time round esther did’t go. Cuz she needs to look after her sister. Den I bring peii & sze yun & my brother go. Hahaaa. Took bus 157 go. Quite fast de leii. as de ticket time put 6.30. den we around 6.15 reach. But knowing watt? We onil went in at 7.00+ I think. Was making us waiting outside like “bai chi” lorrr. somemore de carpark there was hot de lorrrr. As today was’t a live show. Was just a preview show for css. & they are taking their own sweet time. making us waiting tis & tat. Tot of 6.30 start de show. But it ends up 8.30 den start. Den de ppl said around 1hr+ de show will end. So around an hour time sld be around 9.30 will end. But ending up around 12.00+ they den end. Cuz they are taking their own sweet time yea? Reaching batok is already 1.00+ leii lorrrr. & of coz we took cabby back. Mid niite charge shiooo. Thanks to them yea? Well. Really don’t know watt they are doing.
Anyway. I quite miss those life wif ming li they all. Like running whole Singapore. Really fun larrrr. Was leading a veri simply life. Nothing to think abt. Nothing to stress abt. It’s just tat we had became “siao char bo” onil. HAHAA!.
在那一杀哪. 每一分每一秒真的没有任何烦恼.

Cutie Jarod & mii

眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你.♥

2009-03-27T08:41:00.004+08:00

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

2009-03-26T08:05:00.006+08:00

last week went to malaysia wif my cousin. staying over niite at there. stay at hotel shiooo. LOLS!!!. mid niite uncle come pick us at my cousin hse. den uncle de "god son" drive us over to malaysia. went to eat seafood. uncle order crab for us. waaaa. de crab cannot eat de lorrrr. simply s**k. onil three words can say to de crab. "很难吃." & tat all. (-,-"). after eating went to hotel sleep liao. till de next day afternoon go shopping. went to buy some disc & shirt back. spend all my money away. HAHA!.

tis few days went out wif peii they all. yesterday jh drive his brother de car out. went to loyang tua pek kong they pray pray. after tat went to mustafa walk walk. den go back panjang as jh need to change car to van. den mii & peii saying de same thing. "see de van also sian" LOLS!. den after tat went to panjang blk 163 eat supper. de prawn noodles quite niice de leii. hahaaa. den jiu go back batok lorrr.

so boring shiooooo. nothing to do de leii. can tell mii watt to do anottttt. life is getting so bored. so bo liao. dont know why i'

m here shiooo. making my life like watt onil. "luan qi ba zhao".

Tis is how malaysia de SENTOSA looks like. LOLS.

眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你.♥

2009-03-15T08:50:00.007+08:00

blog is rotting soon. LOL!. well. i'm sick again. tis time round is fever... arggg. tired shiooo. well. well. post something memories. & yea. peii euu will sure wanna mii to thanks euu de rite? LOL!.

Happy Birthday. =)

& last but not least. indeed it's abit late now to say. Happy Birthday mr.png. =)

眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你.♥

2009-03-09T06:48:00.002+08:00

yea. i'm back to blog. LOLS!. tis few days can say everyday went to yuhua there play lan. play till siao shiooo. can say everyday play till morning den go home. oh yeaa. juz now play audi wif wawa they all. i noob shiooo. keep feeling like smacking de keyboard. all de way 同手同脚. lols. i still better play my L4D better. hahaaaa.

last sat went to bugis wif wilson. ahli. szeyun & my brother. lols. they bomb my phone lorrrr. cuz i neber pick up. i onil sleep for 1hr+ onil nehhh. den need to wakee up go bugis wif them liao. no choice. already promised them sat go bugis wif them liao leii. -,-'. raining shiooo tat day. reach bugis liao went to food court eat our lunch first. cuz outside really raining veri big. after our lunch liao fast walk to "fu lu shuo" walk around see things. went back home at around 7.00? i guess so. den ahli & wilson go sim drive eat dinner. so we all took 66 back batok. de bus so many ppl lorrrr. tot of resting in de bus de. but standing all de way till timah den got sit for mii. so tiring. till around niite 9.00+ den went to bed. still till de next day niite 8.00+ den wake up. power bahhh mii.. HAHAAA!.

& well well. tat bitch is back. my hse gonna have war again. my phone gonna keep ringing & ringing again. & watt can i do now? i cannot dont anything any more. he dont wanna listen watt we said. said too much also no rite ehhh? well f**k care.

tot of tis year will be better. but not at all. maybe it's worse den last year? i guess so. can i have a rest? i'm tired.

已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥

2009-03-05T06:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Tat day met wilson. Ah li came too. After chatting at 280 till 12.00+ I think? Den saw maimai*Edwin* wif his gf. After tat he came and said they going play lan. Asking us wanna go along anot. Keep asking Wilson to go along. Keep saying don’t wanna. Ending up also go wif us. HAHA!. took cabby down to 1head there. meet ahbee*dua kang* LOL!. den walk over to yuhua there play lan. Newly open de. memebership card look nicer. Like ez-link card. Play L4D. at first onil mii. Wilson & ahli. My brother came in join us after tat. Quite fun. But Wilson & ahli *ben ben* de.HAHA!!!!!!!. jk onil larrrr. Play till 5.00+ went off. Walk to westmall there de mac eat breakfast. Onil they guys eat. I not hungry. After tat Wilson took cabby back cck. Mii & my brother took cabby back home. As for ahli. At first he said he took bus to jurong. But ending up took mrt back camp. Reach home liao my brother playing psp. Den I chatting on phone till 9.00? I think so bahhh. Den both mii & my brother at there “ki siao”. Singing loud some more both of us is still sick. Sing till I tired. den we at there toking nonsense. After tat I cor to singnet. Re-contract my broadband. Free mio-tv. LOL!. 21march de ppl coming my hse fix everything. Because I’m below 21 den need parent consent. Ask them cor my mummy lorr. Knowing watt I told my mummy? I tell her if singnet ppl cor euu. Euu no need to say anything. Juz at there say “okie okie” can liao. HAHA!!. & she really did it. Some more she still say de person who speak to her all is English. Mummy don’t really know much English. She juz at there “okie okie” sound so funny.
Juz now met my “qing ai de” *Irene*. I simply love her too much. Keep helping mii. HAHAA!!!. Finally I founded someone who will help mii. if not everyone keep saying mii tupid. I love euu larrrrr. HAHAA!!!!. *peii euu lose liaoooo* LOL!!!!!
Ohhhh yaaaa. Wilson tohhh. Keep saying don’t wanna go play lan. Now “sot dao liao” horrrr. Next time we go together again alright. =) hope ur mummy will get well soon. :)

已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥

2009-03-03T02:41:00.000+08:00

Was veri angry today morning. My next door don’t know watt de hell they doing. So noisy lorrr. like watt onil. Early in de morning 7.00+ at there shouting around. Like mad onil. Haii mii cannot sleep well. 8.30 like tat den stop de noise. But. I gonna wake up already. cuz meeting baobao going vivo. Both of us went to extend our lasher at Adonis. $60 for both of us onil nehhh. Some more still quite good de. can last onil 1mth+. So next month both of us might be going again. HAHA!. cuz she have de coupon. After tat went to walk walk. Ohhh ya.. brought a bag for myself yeaaa. After tat took mrt back to batok. As we wanna go westmall buy something. After finish buying liao jiu went back to 280 liao lorrr. cor sze yun. Meet her ask her accompany mii go eat my dinner at 279. Den went to mac accompany my brother eat. Den went to 279 again accompany jiaxin eat her dinner. LOL.! after out dinner all of us like “dan bai” walking around 2head. Den my brother said wanna go csc sing song mahhh. Ask him treat mii I den go. Cuz I no money. HAHAA!. Went to csc sing till all like siao char bo. LOL!. till 1.00 den I went back home myself. As they going to eat supper at 6head. I feeling veri tried. So neber went wif them. Gonna go to bed liao leii… veri tired.. (-,-“)

已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥

2009-03-02T03:13:00.000+08:00

Feeling so bored now. Yawnnnn. Coughing & flu still haven’t recover yet. (-,-)
Yesterday went to Wilson hse. Play mahjong. Sooo funny shiooo. Sze yun neber win a single round till de last round she den win. She looks so happy. HAHA!. cuz she still don’t really know how to play mahhh. Gonna teach her more. So next time at least got ppl to play wif us. LOL!. yeaaa. I won $23. but neber play money de larrr. Play for fun onil. play finish liao went to play ps2 at Wilson room. Den sze yun they all at outside watch disc. Ask Wilson & my brother cook Maggie for us to eat. HAHA!. so nice of them.. around 4.00+ I think. Vickson den came back home. Keep disturb him.. HAHA!. at there till around 7.00+ den took cabby home. So tiring shioo. After bathing faster went to bed already.
Den today wake up around 7.00. but in de meanwhile outside is raining. Den de thunder strike so lound lorrr. scare mii till I keep waking up. But neber care too much. Went to bed again. LOL!. now my family member all fall sick. Cuz of mii. LOL!. I already asked them not to come close to mii liao. Orhhh bii. Don’t hear watt I say lorrr. now all sick liao. Sooo cannot blame mii. HAHA!.
Time pass so fast. Jh de sin tua gonna open soon. Hoping everything goes well & smooth. =)
Tml afternoon going vivo wif baobao. =)
Hmmmm. Planning my birthday wif my mummy yesterday. don’t know watt she gonna give mii LOL!. keep toking nonsense wif her. LOL!.

已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥

2009-02-26T11:57:00.004+08:00

ehhhh. feeling much better now. yesterday whole day staying at home resting cuz feeling like dying shioooo. HAHAHA!!! anyway. yesterday guess watt i saw at my daddy bedroom? his bedroom had no bed. dont know where de hell his bed went to. his bedroom wif out de bed look so big ehhhh. but looks weird. LOL!.

well. tue went to peii hse. play ps2 game & also wait for them to come back. play till i veri siannn lorrr. den went to rest for awhile. cuz not feeling well mahhhh. (-,-") peii came back at around. 5.00++ i think so bahhhh. she's such a irritating shioooo. keep calling my funny name... i gonna post ur ugly piic. HAHAHAAA!!!!. after tat peii & bao play ps2. metal slug. play till at there scolding bad words & beating each other. juz like kids playing game. & oh yea... we all are still kids yeaaa. HAHAAA!. den at niite went to henderson. look for jh frenz. till 2.00 bahhh. den went back home rest.

wait i recover den post bahhhh. gonna go rest. =)

(-,-")

shioooooo.

已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥

2009-02-24T09:18:00.001+08:00

feeling. so. sick. right. now.

Label: my sense told mii. they are back...........

somethings seems to be not right...

2009-02-23T05:34:00.002+08:00

ehhhh. well. today just completed my PSP Final Fantasy VII : Crisis Core. welllll. watt a tupid ending... my zack dead. (-,-"). was simply s**k larrrrr. gonna go play FF7 liao. firstly. dont know where to download. and my com is abit sot. cannot download Torrent files. dont know watt de hell going on wif my com. (-,-"). cor daddy to go buy an 8GB memory card for mii. HAHAAA. but know know he will buy wrong anot leii. hmmmmm. anyway. daddy seem to be quite a few days neber came back home. maybe? i'm not veri sure abt it. but it's seem like he neber come home sleep. & i dont know where he went to. some time ask him. he said go play mahjong. but playing mahjong whole niite? aiiiyaaa dont know larrrr. i'm tired of caring so much. and yet i'm de one who gets nothing & gets rubbish. forget it.

today neber went out. firstly. i'm sick. and den i'm tired. FLU is back yea.. headaches. shioooo. waked up at mid niite. lucky today home got things to eat. today eat steamboat. HAHAA!. eat till veri full ehhh. den cut my nails. use 1hr to cut. cut till i so tired. den just now almost scare till die by my brother. cuz he's sleeping. & i went to eat. after eating went to kitchen wash up. den i was like knowing someone outside. but neber care muchhh. after tat went out switch off switch. he den suddenly walk toward mii. i was like. "nb. cb larrrr". but den he neber say anything. juz went to de toilet. & den went to bed again. (-,-'"). later gonna check something. so will back to blog soon. =)

突然好想你，已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥

2009-02-22T06:08:00.006+08:00

went down to henderson & saw those things at there. *pic below*. i dont know watt's tat. but quite nice. especially those music they played. sound abit like thai music. maybe is de instruments bahhhh. but before tat went to red hill close there de market eat our dinner. peii met mr. png. & his brother, cousin & frenz came along too. after eaten our dinner we den head down to henderson. & mr. png they all dont know go where. went to henderson jh go look for frenz. we gals toking nonsense outside there. LOL!. tok till i veri angry. feel like killing all of them. HAHAA!. just joking nehhh.

ohhhh yaaa. just now saw brian at downstair. at first saw him like normal de. but when i walk closer up to him i saw something on his head. den i sayy "waahh. euu got beaten by ppl arhhh" den he say to mii "euu dont know mehhh?" den i sayy "how i know!". LOL!. he really got beaten by ppl. some more de person who beat up him is his classmate daddy. haiii. it's all actually a misunderstood. but it's jus de gal dad did not get it right. he's actually doing some translation for his teacher to de gal dad onil. cuz de gal dad dont know english. but i think de gal dad get things wrong? at first they tot they went off de school already. but who knows they came back again den de dad beat him up at de school lorrr. LOL!. *brian. euu suay larrrr.* den he beat ppl up first still tell de police tat brian beat him first. tupid rite? excuse mii. euu beat ppl up at de canteen some more is lunch time. euu think nobody saw it?? (-,-"). dare to beat ppl. but dont dare to admit? but lucky brian had evidence. cuz de gal go post thing up on her blog. & so unlucky brian saw it. & copy everything down. & let his teacher see. but de gal deleted de post liao. but too bad. everything is being copy down already. but poor him gonna had a scar on his head forever. neber mind. use foundation cover it okie liao.. HAHA!!. he's so good now. can on leave anytime. anyday he likes. still got ppl delivery burger king for him. school bring chicken essence & bird nest give him. good ehhhh?? 一夜成名 in clementi ite ehhh?? HAHAAA!!!!. ohhh yea.. he's on newspaper too "Lian He Wan Bao" issue on 21.02. forget it's at which page. got veri big piiiccc on him. & how everything happen. HAAHAA!!. wanna know more can go look for it. well. take care ehhh. get well soon. =)
&& papers put Rihanna also get beaten up. so many ppl tio wack. shiooo. (-,-"").

hoping everything will get better tomorrow. =)

突然好想你，已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛. 感觉快要疯掉. 心碎了才懂♥